Mitchell Library, State Library of New South Wales

Joseph Rennard Orton letter diary and correspondence, 1826-1841
MLMSS 942

Rev. Joseph Rennard Orton

Letters, 1826-1841 written to his wife from Jamaica, various parts of Australia and New Zealand; including a diary letter of a voyage to New Zealand on the ‘Superb’, 15 Jan. 1840

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Spanish Town Octr 21- 1826

My very Dear Sarah –

Thro mercy I have been brought safely to this place tho not without frequent feverish attacks, occasioned by riding over the mountains in the heat of the day; & consequent fatigue –

I was sorry to hear of your indisposition but thankful for your restoration. May the God of all our mercies preserve us in health & strength of Body

We have had Blessed times at our various Missionary Meetings – the last was held yesterday at Spanish Town – a most Blessed feeling was evinced – The impious and diabolical opposition evinced in Mr Dyers paper has done much good – There is now I

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believe a general feeling favourable to our exertions – We have had converse with the Custor of Trelawny – who promises – his hearty support & treats the design to – excite his enmity with proper contempt - & says he is not only satisfied but much pleased with my conduct & will prove my Friend Encourage my people as much as you can never mind there Bubbles - tell them please God I shall be home on Friday – to the Ladies Meeting – I trust I shall find them all increasing in Holiness & the fear of the Lord They have my prayers – May they stand fast in the Lord –

We have had a special District Meeting on a/c of the removal of Mr. Jenkins –

Mr. Crofts leaves Spanish Town this day & please God will preach at Falmouth on Tuesday Evening – I shall stay until Tuesday

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as I wish to go to Kingston for Missionary Publications &c. –

Please pay every attention to the Gentlemen who may officiate for me – I hope my dear Sarah is paying attention to Family worship – "as handm’d of Jesus sooner far’, ‘let evening Blush to own a star’ I hope you find Christ increasingly precious to your Soul – let us try to live nearer to God that our happiness may be increased here, and our prospects brightened [Torn Page] Eternity --- let me have an [Torn page] your prayers –

I enclose you a check for £ 5 – as I am sure you must be in want of Cash – please write me by return & address your letter to me at St Anns Bay - & as I come thro I will send to the Post office for it My respects to all Friends – & kisses for the children – Your affectionate Husband Jos Orton

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I have received Mr Gelbournes] Letters

The Rev Jos – Orton
Wesleyan Minister
Falmouth

P Post

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Spa Town
Jany – 11 – 1827

My dear Sarah –

Your distressing communication I recd with emotions not easily explained – however the Lord is good & I hope ‘twill please him in the present case to be gracious to us in sparing our dear charge – or enable us to pass thro similar severe Trials to those we have already experienced – I dispatch the messenger back with this; informing you I will start as soon as I can arrange matters for another Br to settle for me which is indispensely the Bn have feelingly releas’d me from the Meeting - & I shall most likely leave this Place tomorrow and as my cattle are good shall most likely overtake

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the Messenger or at all events shall be with you very soon after

Whatever may be the dispensation thru which you may be called to pass try to act Faith – I may not see my dear Child or children again, the thought cuts me – but the Lords will be done My Dear Sarah – Pray, cast your care upon the Lord – The Lord will support I commend you to his care and
In hasty confusion
‘I am
Yours very
affect t Husbd
Jos- Orton

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Mrs S – Orton
Wesleyan Chapel House
Falmouth
by William

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Falmouth 4 Febry 1887

My dear Sarah –

The Post Master kindly waits while I scrawl you a line or two – tho Its beyond the time

I feel so much fatigued that I have postponed coming down till Tuesday – as also my work will suffer if I am away tomorrow

The Nautilus [indecipherable] has arrived I suppose there is something on board for us I shall ascertain before I come down –

I hope with the Divine Blessing

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the children are improving – kiss them for me – send word if any thing important occurs – don’t be uneasy should I stay over Wednesday

Regards to Mr & Mrs Light &c &c
Your very
affect – Husband
Jos – Orton

Mrs S Orton

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Mrs S. Orton – care
Rev Mr. Crofts
Montego Bay

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Kingston June 25 1827

My dear Sarah

As the post goes out to day, in haste I drop you a line – no doubt according to your expectation – On Thursday morning I arrived here in safety – and tho’ very much fatigued with incessant travelling – I was tolerable in health – for wh I was truly thankful to the God of my numberless Mercies –

As the Chairman did not arrive – according to appointment – we did not commence business ‘til Friday morning – when we began I tried in the Spirit of our Master – as it regards the imprisonment – the Majority of the Bn were disposed to send official information – to the Committee - & wait their decision previously to taking up

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the matter in legal form – thinking that would be the most safe & effectual mode of proceeding – I trust it may but I am somewhat different in my views – however I have no doubt the issue will be the Glory of God in the extension of the Redeemers Kingdom on which our prayers must be offer’d

Our Business has not yet quite closed but will today – I propose leaving here early next week – Shull please the Lord all be well – be with you on Friday next – please inform the Leaders of this – Sh d I not be home then – ‘shall on Saturday without fail unless some unforseen detention occurs

On Thursday I preached in the most

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tremendous Chapel – tomorrow I suppose I preach at the Parade Chapel –

I am purchasing some small articles tho’ they are nearly as dear as at Kingston

Tell all the folks how do ye – thank God I am at present well Kiss the Babys for me – ‘ tell Nelly I shall expect a long Task from her [indecipherable] correctly to me

Accept the most tender regards

Your very affectionate
Husband
Josh Orton

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Mrs Orton
Chapel House
Montego Bay

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Kingston, Jamaica
Sepr 1-1827 –

My Dr Sarah

Your affectionate note I have recd – was glad to hear all was well – I arrived here safe and well on Thursday morning and since my arrival have been much better than usual when in Kingston –

Our little business at the District was finish’d yesterday – I am therefore now resting a Day or two – indeed perhaps I may not leave Town until Wednesday – as the Ship has arrived in which are my books – so I wish to see them if possible before I leave

I expect to be home on Friday – should that not be the case – please request the Leaders to meet me on Saturday Evening without fail – I particularly wish you to write me by Post – addressing yr letter to me at the Moneague St Ann’s – for which I will call

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I can give you no particulars at to the death of our dr Br and Friend Mr. Ratcliffe any more than he died exceedingly happy in God his Saviour – The Brn are in much better Spirits than might be expected – I believe they truly in a spiritual sense "rejoice for a Br- deceased – My Dr Sarah be assured you have an interest in my Prayers – Wd to God we possessed more of the Spirit of our Divine Master –

I am now called away by two or three excuse me, kindest regards to all – especially my leading folks
write me how you all do – &c &c
I am My Dearest Sarah
Your very affect Husband
Josh Orton

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[indecipherable] Post

The Rev – Josh Orton
Montego Bay

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Spanish Town
8th August Sepr 1827

My Dear Sarah

I feel exceedingly sorry to be the occasion of any anxiety of mind on your part – which I am sure my not arriving according to appointment must have given you ‘ere you receive this

It was perfectly undesigned and unavoidable on my part – I mentioned to you in my last – that my Books had arrived and that I should wait ‘till they were landed, not imagining it could be more than a day or two – however I was tantalized from day to day until it was too late to arrive at my circuit in time to preach on Sunday and being very anxious from their being

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landed and forwarded I thought I might as well wait here a day or so longer – I this morning – drove over to Spanish Town to see old Friend Murray – tomorrow I return to Kingston where I hope to find my Books landed – I suppose you have written to me at Moneague don’t let that hinder you from writing again – but please write by return to Falmouth where I hope to find another of your Epistles telling me how all goes on – Please remember me kindly & affectionately to my people tell them how much I grieve about their disappointment

Please God I shall Preach at Montego Bay on Thursday Evening

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and meet the Leaders on Friday remind them there are three weeks

Thank God I am now quite well tho’ I have been very poorly – I have been exceedingly anxious about the welfare of yourself & the dr Children perhaps never more so – I hope my drs you are attending regularly to Family Worship – also that the work of the Lord prospers in [torn page] soul – Thank God I feel measure of comfort from his presence I am only somewhat anxious about being from my work – and my Family – but trust I am in the way of Duty – Kiss the dr babes for your loving husband
Joseph Orton

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The Reverend Josh Orton
Montego Bay

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Falmouth
7 Octr – 1827

My Dear Sally

Just one moment offers for a scrawl to gratify you as the present circumstances – I have suferd thru’ my work rather heavily – have not been very well but fancy myself a little better this Evening – I forgot my medicine - & as I was rather poorly was obliged to have recourse to Miss Fosbrooke who provided with some – I met with an accident yesterday – so that I was obliged to get a pair of wheels put on my chaise today leaving the old ones to get repd-

Mr Harrison – is chargable with the sin of breaking the Sabbath thro me as I had to purchase corn to day

Give my love to him & say his Chapel is a most dingy concern enough to horrify any one who preaches in it at Candle light so called –
One third of the candles works [indecipherable]

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lamps not occupied – and it requires tolerably good eyes to see the candle inside of them – for dust &c &c

I shall now lie down & take a nap & then please God betake myself to my journey – Kiss the Babys

I am my dearest
Yours mo affecly
Jos h Orton

My precious self now 67 years old was one of the babies I suppose
J Orton 1894

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The Rev Jos h Orton
Montego Bay

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Spanish Town 8th Dec

My Dr Sarah

Thank God we have arrived safely in this place – after a tolerable journey – I have no time to enlarge the post is just going out – Poor Grimsdall has been at Death’s door – he was scarcely expected to live when I first saw him – but thank God he is I trust now recovering – Mr [indecipherable] and Family are all well – When I shall

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return exactly I cannot say from what I now learn the are very tardy in examining the Ministers –

Please write me – I think you had a letter write to you Spa Town – also to the Moneague Pray give my love to all take care of yourself and the Babes – I feel quite well – Pray for me
Yr – very loving Hnd –
Josh Orton

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Rev Jos h Orton
Montego Bay

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Bellemonte
14 Decr 1827

My Dear Love

Yours to the Moneague I am in the receipt of for which I am truly grateful, especially to hear that all is well – The Lord be praised

I am astonished you have recd no letter from me – I, and Mr. Light wrote you per post – as we just arrived in time – You will be somewhat astonished that I am not at home ‘ere this rather than send you such a communication – but an important affair detains me – Poor Grimsdall is very ill not expected to live I thought it imprudent in this desolate spot to leave him – but rather to wait the issue a day or so – Mr. Morrison will foward this to you
Please God I shall be with you

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on Monday or Tuesday – As I hope you will receive this early on Sunday morning – do tell all the people you can that I shall be home - & preach on Wednesday Eveng – on Thursday Evening the Mens classes will meet viz mine & Mr. Anderson’s – also any other men who require tickets – on Monday the 24th – all the Absentees Men & women will meet to receive their tickets – When I return I shall be all bustle therefore get all ready – Make every arrangement My dear abt the children – your own cloaths &c for returning with me immediately –if there be a vessel going round to Kingston now I think it would be wise for you to send a box of things – all being well I shall positively leave again [indecipherable] as fortunately

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you need not be in anywise uneasy about – Bless the Lord I am quite well at present – Altho’ since I left you – I have had another swelling on my face, which rose to a considerable size and by poulticing &c has at length broken & has been discharging copiously & now is a fair way for healing – you know how I suffer under such circumstances – but with thankfulness concluding such eruptions are Mercies, designed to preserve me from more severe attacks –

The Packages from home I have seen & I shall bring them with me – The Lord bless you Pray for me - & expect me on Tuesday

Yours loving Hd

Josh Orton

[indecipherable]

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Mrs Orton Montego Bay

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Falmouth
29th March – 1828

My Dr Sarah

According to the great Mercy of our heavenly Father – I am here in tolerable health – having returned from my Journey – and what will please you & many others more than all I am favd with the company of Br Whitehouse

He is wonderfully improving in health tho’ having been apparently at the gate of death – I cannot promise to be with you before Tuesday Mg – 8 oclock

The Tickets I recd – and thank you for forwarding them – I can make [indecipherable] for giving Tickets at the Bay as yet – that next [indecipherable]

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till I return

Please to rise pretty early on Tuesday Morning in order to get us breakfast –

I will thank you to mention to the leaders, I wish them to meet on Tuesday Evening – for last Friday
I trust you are all well and improving in all things temporal & spiritual – May the Lord Bless you –

Yours mo affly
Josh Orton

Mrs Orton

PS – Mr. Whitehouse sends his love to you and all -

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The Rev. Mr. Orton
Montego Bay

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Falmouth
23 Nov 1828

My Dr Sarah

I just take it in my had to drop a line simply to say how dye

I found great difficulty in getting through my work this morning & tho’ I had not much to do – my weakening fever came upon me and drove me to bed most of the afternoon – I, rose a little refresh’d – and went rather heavily to work – but thank God he was my help I am now exhausted but grateful I intend coming home on Tuesday Morning – in order to answer post letters if required – Tell Thomas I hope to have the pleasure of hearing him on

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Tuesday Evening, as I have sacrificed that pleasure this day for duty

It is now 8 o clock good buy the Lord bless you

Yours in love
Jos- Orton

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The Rev. Mr. Orton
Montego Bay

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Launceston April 4/36

My Dear Sarah.

I have the happiness to be able to inform that after a safe journey so far, all is well. By the kind providence of God I am in god health and spirits, and surrounded by my kind friends.

I was sadly disappointed by the non arrival of my Portmanteau by the coach however as I had not so specifically charged you with its coachment I shall pay the debt to whom it is due.

I presume that you will be anxious to know the nature of my intended movements but I cannot say positively yet, though I think there is every probability of my proceeding to Port Philip to accomplish my visit of observation I feel as though my conscience whd be

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intolerably burdened were I to relinquish what appears to me to be a positive duty –

I have no doubt but I shall be divinely directed and then all will be well. As I cannot determine before the departure of the mail I must write you more particularly at a future opportunity.

I hope all things are going on well at home. I suppose you are setting the House in order. May you at the same time do so spiritually, and may your happy experience enable you with confidence to say "for me to live in Christ and for me to die will be [indecipherable].

You will, of course, take care of the dear children particularly their religious correction My mind is deeply impressed with the apprehension that we have not paid sufficient attention to this point of duty. I am ready to admit my own omissions – and sincerely pray that your maternal attention will make up for

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any omissions on my part. Let us as those who will have to give an account be conscientious in the discharge of this important part of our duty.

Mr. & Mrs. Munton are both poorly, and desire to be affectionately remembered to you all. Likewise Mr. & Mrs. [Rud?]

Give my affectionate regards to all friends Kiss the babes for me – and write me by return

Yours ever
Mo. affectionately
Joseph

P.S. If any letters come, open them; and if there be any business matters of a money nature that you think Mr. Dunn may prudently transact for me please to refer these to him
JO

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Mrs. S. Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

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Launceston April 6 – 1836

My Dear Sarah

I have this day received letters from yourself Eleanor & Mr. Butters for each of wh I was thankful and unless I should have more time than I now expect I must answer them all in this sheet.

I have determined to proceed to Port Philip and as there is a vessel to sail immediately I go down the river to-morrow morning at 6 o clock. From what I can learn the natives will be collected near the settlement upon my arrival – if so I shall not have occasion to stay there many days – You may however depend upon it that shall not remain a day beyond that which I conceive really necessary to accomplish my object of obtaining information

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I shall of course write you by the very first opportunity & inform you all particulars as it is so late, approaching to midnight, and I have yet many matters to attend to you will excuse my short epistle.

Please to say to Mr. Dunn & Middleton to whom I promised to write again that since my decision (a few hours ago) I have been so fully occupied as to prevent my fulfilling my promise, but I may still have an opportunity if so it shall be embraced. Give them my very sincere regards

Please to say to Mr. Butters that the Report must not go to press – there is time enough yet - . The Sacrament may now remain over until the next first Sunday in the month. If the New Zealand order can be got in a state of forwardness it is desirable – It would scarcely be well to ship the goods before my return – as I shall

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have to prepare letters of advice accounts &c to go with them.

Take care of all the children – thanks to Eleanor for her short Epistle – let you & her prepare one each to send off by the post on next Friday week which I think will meet me here on my return

May you & ours have the blessing of our Heavenly Father – pray for me

Affectionately
Joseph

P.S. Please to forward the enclosed by the very first conveyance don’t forget

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Mrs Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

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On board Caledonia
Port Philip
April 20th 1836

My dearest,

I have the happiness to inform you that I have thro’ mercy arrived here in safety after a very stormy passage. We have only been at anchor a few minutes and learning that there is a vessel here which will sail tomorrow morning at day light I seize a minute to scrawl a line and that is all I can do for the boat is now nearly ready to proceed with me up the river.

I shall not stay long, only a few days as all the natives are expected to be at the settlement tomorrow. I hope all goes on well and pray your welfare.

I cannot say anything by way of detailing

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adventures, but must reserve it to the period of my arrival which I hope will not be long.

Kindest love to all the children Mr. & Mrs. Dunn Mr. & Mrs Middleton Mr. Britten &c &c &c

Yours mo effly
Josh Orton

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Mrs Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

Care Rev J.A. Manton
Launceston

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Dr Thompsons camp
Settlement of Port Philip
April 20th 1836

My dear Sarah,

About three hours ago I arrived at the entrance of the River by the "Caledonia"; upon my arrival I learned that a vessel was to sail for Launceston on the following morning early – as the boat wh was to convey me up the river to the settlement was about to start I have only time to scrawl you out a line stating my safe arrival – which letter I hope you will receive.

I have since, after a most pleasant row up the river thro’ one of the finest countries I ever beheld, arrived at this place safely. Here I found our old ship mates per Auriga Dr & Mrs Thompson and their daughter Jane, who are living in a tent until they can get up a cabin.

Upon entering their temporary domicile I beheld

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them with a table roughly laid out but laden with plain good provision – amongst which was a fine snapper recently caught and smoking hot of which you may suppose I partook heartily; in connection with which a delightful cup of tea & good damper so you see people live sumptuously here, as well as in the land of domestic comforts.

In fact I felt as comfortable as it was possible for me to do so far from home. Mr. & Mrs. Thompson & Jane desire to be very affectionately remembered to you.

In my letter I alluded to my passage being rough. certainly one of the most so, that I have experienced in the course of my voyaging. You need not however be at all apprehensive as it principally arose out of the circumstance of the Westerly winds prevailing at this time of the year, which are favourable winds for our return.

After waiting several days for the departure of the vessel in very uncomfortable

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circumstances – for the place (George Town) near Launceston where the vessel was lying is a miserable spot – and was so full of strangers that I could not get a bed to lie on, but slept on the floor in a corner of the room with a strange gentleman under similar circumstances lying in another corner, likewise on the floor – I then embarked and found the vessel so fully occupied with passengers that her scanty accommodation were quite taken up – indeed had they not been so, from the intolerable stench arising from a hold crowded with cattle, I could not have slept below – I therefore pricked for the softest plank on the deck, rolled myself up in my cloak, & made myself as comfortable as possible during the 8 nights I was on board – and now thank God I feel no worse for it, but rather better prepared for the deprivations I may experience during

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my journey in the bush. I shall stay no longer than I can possibly help i.e I suppose a very few days. The Gentleman who has promised to deliver this is now here & sails tomorrow morning (Mr. Fisher) he will be able [torn page] matters are &c &c

I cannot now write to any friends, give my best regards to them all - may the Lord bless you & they.
I am your
dearest Joseph

Mrs. Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

Obligingly favd
by [indecipherable] Fisher Esq.

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Oatlands Sep 15/36

My dearest Girl,

I have sometime ago arrived at this place where I intend to preach this evening and tomorrow proceed to Bothwell and if possible be home on Monday evening.

Through Divine Mercy we are both well, in all respects – I have had refreshing seasons in my labours and there have been manifest good results.

It affords me pleasure to learn that prospects continue so well with you. My heart’s desire is the prosperity of Zion – and I feel confident that the Lord will grant it. I trust

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the Lord graciously blesses your own soul I bless God I feel a deeper Baptism of the Holy Ghost, and a more constant indwelling of the Spirit of the Lord – ‘tis this alone can make us happy in ourselves – with each other – and useful in the cause of Christ – Let us more fervently and constantly devote ourselves to each other and to the Lord
May he abundantly bless your soul.
Eleanor joins me in love to you and the dear children.

I hope to be welcomed to the enjoyment of wife & home on Monday night – in wh case Mr. Britten will preach at New Norfolk.

I am your affect
Joseph

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Mrs Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

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Launceston Jan 18, 1837

My dear Sarah

I acknowledge the receipt of your much esteemed letter also that of Eleanor’s and would have written you more lengthily had time allowed, but I can now only hastily refer to one or two points requiring attention.

Eleanor acted quite right in sending the whole of the papers – I hope she will endeavour to send off the parcel for this place – Also the one for Ross – the latter must be paid.

As they have been obliged to [indecipherable] off the Longford Missionary Meeting a day later than we expected. Mr. Butters will not be able to reach Htown for Sunday – please to give my kind regards to Bros Longbottom and Mr. Butters and self will be much obliged by his taking the Hobart Town [indecipherable] on the next

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Sabbath viz the 21st

Mr. Manton has endeavoured to obtain a supply, but if he should not secure it is probable that Mrs Manton will send word to Hobart Town requesting one of the local preachers to go – and will at the same time arrange for a conveyance – Upon refering to the plan I see no person more likely than Mr. Gardiner who in the event of his being required to go must get [indecipherable] supplied.

I can scarcely advise about Sarah if no more favourable opening presents itself probably you had better embrace the one you refer to, if you think it at all suitable to Sarah –

Will you take care that this accompanying letter to Mr. Turner is forwarded by Mr. Stephenson – with the other things and letters –

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We have had most excellent Missionary Meetings – and an astonishing sum collected approaching to £ 300 I hope these things will stimulate our Hobart Town Friends.

Please to give my very kind regards to Mr. Hiddleston &c &c. I hope all will go on well.

Mr. Butters will probably be at home on Wednesday morning the 24th Instant.

I will look after Frederick I very much regret the circumstance

You must please to let me hear from you by return and say how matters go on – address one letter to me at Major Grays Rockford St Paul Paul’s Plains – another to post office – Longford –

I am your dearest
Joseph Orton
Kiss all the children – great haste

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Mrs. Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Missn Home
Hobart Town

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Ross Sepr 25 1837

My dearest Sarah,

By the kind providence we arrived safely here yesterday morning a little after 8 oclock. rather fatigued by excessive travelling and want of rest. Yesterday I preached three times and met the class, from which labour I did not appear to suffer much in convenience. I was more at home in my work than I could have expected from the state of my mind which is far very far from what it is desirable that it should be. I am a little more composed now but during my journey I could only sigh forth "my soul is exceedingly sorrowful even unto death" I am still oppressed and enveloped in clouds so as to be unable to discern any thing distinctly –

The thought follows me incessantly am I where the Lord would have me? surely if I were so many difficulties would not present themselves These are not new thoughts they have harassed

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me a long time – pray for me, and us, that our way may be made plain. I do most sincerely desire to acknowledge God in all my ways that He may direct my paths.

Ealenor was rather poorly last night, I suppose from fatigue – this morning she is better and tolerably cheerful I hope she will soon resume her vivacity.

I hope you will arrange for the children’s studies during our absence. Tell John I expect that he will usefully employ his time-

It is unnecessary that I write by this post to Mr. Butters - but I beg that you will ask him to look in a circuit account Book for me to ascertain and send me correctly the amount of Circuit deficiency for the Hobart Town circuit – the June Quarter it is either entered in the Book, or it is on a sheet of paper put inside the Book – The Book has a dark marble cover (I think) – Also request Mr. B write such particulars as may be worth my knowing. I hope to spend a week of comparative peace from the cares of Town battle

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though I shall spend a week of idleness

My kind regards to all friends
Love to the dear children – and a specially to my ever dear Wife
Your’s ever affectionately
Josh Orton

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Mrs. Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

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Mountford Norfolk Plains
Jan. 15 – 1838

My dear Sarah –

I embrace the opportunity of port to keep up my character as a correspondent and to inform you of my well being. After the fatigues of the Sabbath I am as well as I could have expected. Yesterday I was a regular country parson – I preach on three times in different parts of this neighbourhood to the poor who have the promise of the Gospel. upon the whole I felt happy in my work which I trust was in some measure blessed to my attentive hearers.

This morning accompanied by Mr. Bull I proceed to Launceston to attend the Missionary meeting – On Wednesday I return to this place where & when we shall hold a public meeting. I shall be obliged by your asking Eleanor to look in my glass cupboard and in the Pigeon hole labelled Chapel papers she

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will find a "Locations Order" for land at Perth and another for Campbell Town – please let them be enclosed and sealed – and sent to me addressed to be left at the Post Office Longford

Likewise if the draft of a chapel for Ross has been sent to the Mission House let that also be forwarded to the same place.

There is a parcel for Launceston in my study let some one enquire when Cutt’s van comes over to Launceston – so that it may be forwarded by the first opportunity

I wish you could arrange to get the children off to school particularly Sarah – it is a great burden to my mind from which I would fain be relieved – Richard might be sent to the Infant School and why not Matilda?, they would accompany John – However I submit the matter to you and hope you will endeavour to arrange in some way as early as possible.

I hope you had a good day yesterday. Was the Collection for the Tract Society made I had forgotten to say more about it than

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that of publishing it in the Chapel – If it were not made last Sunday it must be on the following Sabbath.

I commend you to the Father of all our Mercies – under whose protection you and the dear children will be safe and happy – Remember me affectionately to them all – Likewise to Mr. & Mrs. Longbottom and all Friends

When you write give me all the particulars – take care don’t follow my example and have to gallop after the mail

I am Your
truly loving
Josh Orton

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Mrs. Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

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Mr Di[indecipherable] Epping Forest
Jany 25 – 1838

My Dear Sarah,

The day before yesterday I received Eleanor’s letter of the 19th instant and was glad to learn that all was well – If you wrote on the 23rd I have not got your letter as I have been this two or three days wandering about - To morrow please God I proceed to Major Gray’s when I shall receive any letters there may be at the Major’s for me. I have the happiness to inform you that I am tolerably well – As I have not been able to save the post I shall endeavour to way lay the Mail cart and get this forwarded in a parcel which will include two or three articles that I can spare to lighten my baggage.

I wish you to write by return and address your letter to the Post Office Waterloo Point Swan Port – If there by anything very urgent you might also address one again to Major Gray’s lest I should be detained there –

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Please to inform me whether Mr. Stephenson has sailed for New Zealand – If he has not would it not be well to get him to take Peter – however in this matter do as you please – I cannot say exactly when I shall be home – probably on Wednesday however I will write by the next post – I am now in haste to run off to meet the mail cart – Tell Eleanor I am obliged by her writing so particularly and to her and the rest of the dear children remember me very affectionately – as well as to all the Friends.

I have been preaching every day lately and have been blessed in my work let us pray for each other – May the Lord bless you – I am anticipating the pleasure of my return home –

Believe me
Your truly affectionate
Joseph

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Mrs Sarah Orton
Hobart Town

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Major Grays [indecipherable]
January 27 1838

My dearest Sarah

Upon my arrival here your welcome letter of the 23rd was put into my hands – which afforded me matter for gratitude to Almighty God that all at home are well. Yesterday I felt rather poorly. I presume from the fatigue of journeying in the intense heat but this morning I am better. I preached her last evening and expect to do so again this evening and tomorrow morning, and then to proceed to two other places for services – on the road to Swan Port – as I do not know the road which I have to travel I can make no certain calculation as to the period of my return home. If I arrive at Waterloo Point on Monday in time to save the post I may then be able to

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state more certainly the period of my return. I am expecting to meet a letter from you at Waterloo Point

With regard to Mr. Longbottom’s arrangement to lodge or reside at Mr. Hiddlestone’s house, I do not see the practicability – nor can I anticipate the utility of such an arrangement – There must be Furniture &c provided at an expense - & inconvenience which the probable advantages I think would not justify. If it be desirable that a country lodging be obtained (or a more convenient accommodation) would it not be more desirable – obtain furnished lodging near the Town surely there are spots in the neighbourhood equally salubrious with Mr. Hiddlestone’s cottage – however though I thus express my views it is a matter in which shall not meddle –

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Presuming that Mr. Butters will be proceeding to Ross next week the probability is that I shall not see him before he leaves – If I should not be able to save [indecipherable] from Waterloo Point – will you please to say to Mr. Butters that he had better postpone any arrangements regarding his removal to Ross for the present –

Please to give my kind regards to all friends – particularly my love to the dear children – and above all earthly objects yourself – May the Lord bless you – pray for your truly affectionate husband
Joseph Orton

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Mrs Sarah Orton
Wesleyan Mission House
Hobart Town

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[There are torn pieces missing from this letter]

George Town
16 April 1839

My dear Sarah

I am now only waiting for the sailing of the vessel "Henry". They say she will sail in about an hour, however that is doubtful at all events there is no doubt of her going tomorrow.

I enclose two letters which I wish to be very particular in posting for England especially the one for Mr. Beecham. I hope they will be in time for the Isabella – be sure not to lose the first opportunity – and for the certainty of the matter please to do it yourself. Enquire yourself at the post office for a vessel for England pray do not fail.

I was most disappointed in not [torn page] a letter from you by the last post it would [torn page] comfort to me in the midst [torn page] several perplexing circumstances [torn page] am left in wonder and suspense as [torn page] the cause – Mr. Waterhouse has behaved [torn page] very ill by interfering with a/cs which were [torn page] committed to me in consequence of which Mr. Swan dishonoured my drafts and left me in most [torn page] circumstances. His (Mr. Swans) proceedings are strange indeed – as you respect me – you will be extremely cautious with that family their effort appears to be to endeavour by all means to injure and I fear under the part of Friendship. You will not require torn page any of them – If any should be needed [torn page] me in time and I will arrange – for it [torn page] will write you as to the return Mr. Read to remain until I come back but they [torn page] uncertainty about that. You & the [indecipherable]

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friends of Launceston must settle the matter

I shall not fail to write by every opportunity, and unless I hear from you by every opportunity my minds will be in suspense. I am tolerably well in health but feel leaving home so long to be a cross – When you write address for me care Rev F. Tukfield [?] Geelong and all enquiring friends. I now write in haste I will say at the bottom the next time of sailing

The Lord bless you all pray for me – as I do for you all. Be getting ready for home – tell me all the news

I am my dearest Sarah
Yours Most dearly
Jos Orton

Mrs. Sarah Orton
36 Brisbane Street
Hobart Town

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Melbourne Port Philip
April 19 1839

My ever dear Sarah

On the 16th Instant I write haste line from George Town in a state of uncertainty as to the exact period of the sailing of the vessel. In a few moments afterwards I received notice that the vessel would be underweigh in a few minutes I therefore hastened on board.

To my great dismay I found that they had landed my horse, which they had just taken on board stating that they had not room for him – for some moments I was in a consternation, but decide I must for the vessel was already preparing to leave. I therefore decided upon proceeding without my horse; I scarcely know which would have been the best, for upon my landing

[down the left side of the letter]

PS Have you posted the letters for England which I forwarded to you from George Town

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I learn that Messrs Hunt and Tuckfield have lost two horses upon an exploring expedition, and here am I without the means of doing anything – at least towards the aboriginal Mission for no movements can be made without the means of travelling. I left orders for my horse to follow me, but there is much uncertainty as to a conveyance

You will be anxious to know about our passage. Providence very graciously favoured us. We were only two days from George Town to Melbourne – and only a day and a half from land to land – I was dreadfully sick the whole of the passage and the vessel was so crowded with stock & passengers that comfort was out of the question

I might have slept in a berth in the cabin with another person but as you may judge I preferred sleeping on deck so I crawled into an empty sheep pen from which I was soon ejected by

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some shepperds who piteously and rather surlily said "Will you let we make our beds there Sir, that be our place Sir – We’ve nowhere else to sleep" "O yes" said I – I’ll not turn you out of your place. So I rather unwillingly quitted my berth and beg permission that I might lie outside upon some close to the penn which was granted by "O yees Sir" - I therefore rolled myself up in a rug and slept tolerably well with truss [torn page] hay for my curtains and the heavens my canopy. I am at the present at the House of Mr. Lilly. What my arrangements will be I cannot now say. Melbourne is a wonderful place compared with when I first visited it. I shall write another line by another conveyance lest this should fail as I am anxious that you should know of my well being as I am to know of yours and the dear children.

Give my love

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If you write soon & address the letter to care of Mr. Lilly Melbourne, or to be forwarded to me

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and many kisses to them all, and the Friends in General. Tell Mr Barrett I have received his Invoice & I will arrange for it
Mr. Sherwin of Launceston informed me that he had forwarded some curiosities which came to him from Mr. Rabone

Good by the Lord bless you prays Your’s ever most dearly
Jos. Orton

I shall write to Mr. W by the first opportunity if I can save this I shall.

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April 20 1839
Melbourne Port Philip

My dear Girl

Yesterday I wrote you a line by the way of Hobart Town direct – I now set down to scrawl you a line by way of Launceston as an opportunity offers – so that I may make sure of a communication to you.

I left Van Diemens Land on Tuesday night and by a kind providence arrived safely here on Thursday evening having been favoured with a quick and pleasant passage, though I suffered much from sea sickness.

As I was disappointed in not been able to bring over my horse in the vessel by which I came, I am incapable of moving from this place at present, as there is no means whatever of proceeding to where our Brethren are being 60 miles from this place and if even I were there without a horse I cannot prosecute the principal object of my mission to this country – Therefore until

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I can get my horse over or make some other arrangements I must remain where I am – However my time will not be lost as there is much to do here in establishing and organizing our little Society in this Town – The appearance of the place astounded me – in so short a time the change is amazing – where only two or three miserable dwellings were there is now a large Town with hundreds of houses many of them very handsome well built places, with from two to three thousand inhabitants, and buildings going on in every direction

At present there are from four to five hundred natives in the immediate neighbourhood of the Town – Last night I went amongst them and [indecipherable] their corrobory on festival evening dance with which I was much amused, but

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felt a yearning pity for them on account of their dark degraded condition.

It was soon spread among them that I was Mr. Tukfields brother when several of them came dancing round – clapped me on the back and embraced and exclaimed in broken english you Mr. Tukfield Bro
Merryjik Mr. Tukfield plenty sing Mr. Tukfield. When you Mya Mya (come home) to Mr. Tukfield [indecipherable] I said by & bye – when they exclaimed Merryjik Merryjik you. &c &c &c

Mr. Tukfield appears much beloved by them He has already such a knowledge of their language that they say he is a black fellow jump up white fellow.

I hope my dear Sarah all goes on well. I feel the sacrifice to be great to be away from home but I am willing to make it from the hope that I may be indirectly useful to these poor creatures by some plans that I may suggest & assist in maturing

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I feel assured that the sacrifice will be also great to yourself but you must endeavour to bear it and make yourself as happy as you can, the God of all consolation will be your pastor if you look to him. I have been greatly distressed

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Melbourne Ap 20 N.S.Wales

Mrs. Sarah Orton
36 Brisbane Street
Hobart Town
via Launceston

by Mr. Waterhouse narrow proceedings which at first damped my zeal in my mission but now feel determined to do my utmost while I remain. My love to the dear children and friends.
I am your dearest Joseph –

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Orton Park
Bathurst 7 Decr 1839

My dearest Girl

According to my usage I avail myself of the earliest opportunity of writing to you which is to me always the greatest pleasure I have of a domestic character when from home. Though attended with some difficulties, for my power of dictation seem to fail me on such occasions whether from excess of regard, or what else I can scarcely tell. However to make a bold attempt to rise above my embarrassment. After I left you on Wednesday morning Mr. Wilkinson and I arrived at Penrith at a ¼ past 3 after lengthening our road by several circumbendibusses on account of our not knowing the cross roads very well

About 6 oclock (two hours beyond his time as appointed ) Mr. Draper arrived – and though late we proceeded

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on our journey and arrived at the Woolpack Inn about 8 oclock, having accomplished a very difficult part of our journey up the notable "Lapstone hill" Here we had tolerable accommodation two decent beds in one room.

Thursday morning at ½ past 4 oclock we resumed our journey and had a most tedious & heavy drive of 20 miles before breakfast. After breakfast and an exquisite wash shave &c &c we proceeded on our journey and succeeding in accomplishing about 46 miles this day
We put up an Inn. Not so comfortable as the one at which we staid last night though we managed tolerably well
As there was a large gang in the neighbourhood I proposed walking over and preaching to them, which I did with considerable liberty, I can assure you that I had a famous shout – it required a great effort with my cracked voice to make myself audible to my congregation
We then returned to our temporary (and dirty) domicile and Mr. Draper performed service with as many as

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would come in – amounting to nearly twenty persons.

Friday morning after a very indifferent night rose at five oclock and was soon pursuing our course over the mountains at six oclock in the evening we arrived safely at Mr. Lanes – where we found all well & recd a hearty welcome

Today – Saturday I have been variously employed [indecipherable] &c &c – Above all I feel my heart increasingly going out after the Lord
blessed by his holy name for his
abundant mercy to the unworthiest
of his creatures. Last evening at
the family service I had a refreshing season. God was in our midst. I trust it is well with yourself. May the Father of all our mercies bless you and the dear children

Sunday 4 oclock
This morning preached at Bathurst & had a tolerably good time - & a good collection
I am now obliged to close for post
Love to Messsrs Iredales & all

Yours very dearly Jos Orton

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Mrs. Sarah Orton
L Iredale’s Esq
Surry Hills
Sydney

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On board the "Superb" 15th Jany 1840
Latitude 34.20.S. Long – 170 East
Passage fm Sydney to New Zd

My dearest Sarah

Thinking that I cannot communicate information to you in a more acceptable manner than by giving you a few extracts from my Journal whilst on board I commence doing so. Though I have as yet nothing noted down beyond the monotonous occurrences of shipboard life and scenes.

Thursday Jan 30 Rose at daylight to prepare to leave my family for at least several months. A more affecting occasion I do not remember to have experienced. I fancy no man is more endeared to his home than myself, and to leave them under existing circumstances is a sacrifice greater than I can describe. It was indeed tearing myself from their bosom. But why plaintively dwell upon it? It is the cause of God in which I am engaged and he will protect them and myself: at least we are in his hands and he doth all things well.

I embarked about 6 oclock AM. when preparations were made for getting the vessel underweigh and soon after we were gliding down the cove. The Captain having forgotten his clearance the vessel was rounded too, until he went on shore for it. This little mishap on the part of the Captain; afforded an opportunity for my getting on board some little matters which I had forgotten, which was kindly brought by Mr. R Bourne accompanied by Mr. Tucley.

About 10 oclock we were clear of Port Jackson Heads with the wind S.E. the vessel nearly making good her course. In the evening I turned in to my lonely bed in a contracted cabin – with a sickly stomach and a depressed mind.

Friday Jan 31 Fine weather. Wind S.E. Noon Latitude 33 S Longitude 155 East. Reading a work on New Zealand published by Mr. White. Stomach qualmish though much better than I could have expected. Spirits not very high, dwelling upon those at home. God bless them.

Saturday Feb 1st Fresh breezes from the N.W. vessel gliding briskly through the water with all possible sail set, Lat. 34. S. Long 157. E Towards evening the wind became very light. at 9 P.M. without any warning a very heavy squall came on from the S.W. The ship having a press of sail on at the time; the utmost exertion was necessary to relieve her from it. She was instantly put before the wind and so furious was the gale that she almost flew over the foaming billows. For some time all was bustle and to persons unaccustomed to such occurrences & scenes, would assume the character of terrifying confusion. In an hour all was made with only the loss of a studding sail boom. the wind continued to blow furiously until midnight, when it abated a little. A day of much thought & anxiety about home.
Sunday 2nd Strong wind from S.E. ship not making good her course at one P.M Divine service was performed. I commenced the service and Mr. Brumby preached. The ships company were assembled – clean and well behaved, and with the passengers were very attentive In the evening we held a service in the cabin,. according to our custom since we sailed. Anxious thoughts have broken through my most strenuous efforts to suppress them. I have found some relief from the Word of God particularly by reading the hymn on the [indecipherable] 13 page supplement the following words came with force "Thou on the Lord rely. So safe shalt those go on
Fix on his work thy stedfast eye. So shall thy work be done

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Monday Feb 3rd Strong wind from the Eastward blowing directly from the point of our destination. About noon a Brig hove in sight to the Eastward; when she came abreast distant about 5 miles our Captain enquired by signal "what vessel is that" which was only replied to by hoisting the British Ensign – intimating merely that they had no code of signals by which to give her name. She appeared to be pursuing her course to Sydney, having a fair wind I therefore concluded that she would report the description of the [torn page] from which my friends would correctly surmise that all was well,. Engaged looking over Sunday Island letters &c &c &c

Tuesday 4th Wind quite contrary and blowing hard vessel making scarcely any progress. Lat 31.S. Long 160 East
Reading another work on New Zealand by Dr. Hinds (here follows lengthy remarks on the work, not interesting to communicate).

Wednesday 5 Foul wind increases. Vessel pitching heavily against a head sea. No indication of a favourable change.

I feel greatly the tedious uncertainty of sea travelling. Last night I think was the most distressing season I ever had. Being unable to sleep thought upon thought of a careful character succeeded each other accumulating to an overwhelming degree. Until I was constrained to cry out for sustaining grace; the perspiration flowing from me profusely, rolling over me in torrents. It may be weakness of mind but none can enter into the feelings of a person of family severed from those he dearly loves, and is deeply concerned for but the individual who is called to endure the trial. However for thee "as thy day so shall thy strength be

Thursday 6th Our trial of patience – a foul wind continues Latitude 31.19 – here follows remarks on a book wh I am reading)

Friday 7th Wind a little moderated and rather more favourable. During this morning engaged overhauling my boxes and repacking some of them. I find my mind so dissipated & unsettled that I am tempted to any little employment to occupy the time. Their ought not to be, but really it requires a stronger effort than I am able to make at times, to bend my mind to any particular study. The Chief officer committed himself grievously this morning by using very foul language to a boy for a trifling misdemeanour, without any respect to Mr. Brumby – self & other passengers who were standing near to him. At the earliest prudent opportunity I took occasion to reprove him. Which was received as kindly by him as I could expect

Saturday 8th Rose after an almost sleepless night poorly in body & low in spirits The strong Easterly wind has subsided to a calm and we are all anxiously looking and hoping for a fair breeze.

Sunday 9th Weather exceedingly fine – Scarcely a breath of wind. At one oclock P.M. the ship’s company and passengers assembled for worship. Mr. Brumby attended to the former part of the service after which I preached fm "my son give me thine heart"
all seemed attentive and I felt that my labour was not in vain in the Lord.

Upon the whole my mind has been more composed today, than it has been since my embarkation; tho not without anxious glances towards home. In the evening we held our accustomed service. But how little the sanctity of the Sabbath, and the religious services of the day impressed the minds of some was too apparent from the character of the conversation that ensured.

Monday 10th Fresh breezes from the East. At noon latitude 33.03 South. During the last week we have made but little progress, which is rather trying to the patience and appears to be particular so to Br Brumby. In another respect also it is desirable that our passage should have a speedy termination, the scanty supply of provisions, which was furnished being quite exhausted. Have been variously employed during the day – reading writing & drawing. I find nothing is better calculated to pass away the tediousness of ship board, & to prevent anxious thoughts than being determined to be employed; followed up by close communion with God; whereby spirituality of mind is preserved and a submission to the Father of all my mercies. I feel my soul stayed upon the Lord.

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Tuesday 11 The realization of our hopes for a fair wind, is still in the distance how far, it is impossible to say. At noon it appeared by observation that we have been losing ground. Have been writing some Juvenile Epistles to my dlear children, with the intention of forwarding them by the first opportunity. This little engagement excited me too much, so as to disturb my feelings regarding home; and yet there is a kind of mysterious pleasure connected with such exercises of mind, when hold in subjection. The Lord bless them they have my unremitting prayers

Wednesday 12 Our old companion "East" has visited us again so that we have had occasion to tack about and the vessel is making but little better than a northerly course &c &c

Thursday 13 This day we have been a fortnight from Sydney and if we are favoured with a fair wind we shall be at least two days more to complete our passage. At 8 A.M. a light air from the northward with favourable indications. Last night had a very unpleasant dream regarding the death of Mr. [indecipherable] (here follow lengthy remarks on my reading).

Friday 14 - Fair breeze continues. The vessel nearly lying her course nothing has occurred to break in upon the monotony of ship board

Saturday 15 The wind continues to favour us. This morning a vessel hove in sight to the northward. A signal was hoisted by our Captain which was not answered. We conjecture by her course that she was steering for Cook’s Straits – probably bound from Sydney to England.

Sunday 16 In the course of the day saw the appearance of land at a great distance. Held Divine Service as usual. I conducted the former part of the service – after which Mr. Brumby delivered an address and concluded. In reading some Essays by Treffry – also [indecipherable] I was considerably profited, until coming to an account of his domestic bereavements. Thoughts and apprehensions concerning home were induced which were of a counteracting character: No doubt as really groundless – as unwise It is however one of the prevailing infirmities of our nature, to add to existing trials a ponderous lack of woeful anticipations, most probably of imaginary evils never to be realized but which pass away as the morning cloud. We are prone to over counter to the philosophy of the word of God "sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof"

Monday 17 at daylight the Heads of Hokianga were in sight; upon approaching which a signal was made by the pilot that we were to stand off to sea as the bar was not fit to take. At 5 P.M a signal was made the tide was flowing, accordingly efforts were made to make towards the entrance, but the wind was so exceedingly that the Captain deemed it most prudent to wait for the mornings tide. We are therefore still at sea waiting the events of another day. The famous fish schnapper abounds here. While the vessel was drifting about some of the passengers amused themselves fishing, and were very successful in taking a considerable number of this delicious fish from a portion of which we sumptuously supped.

Tuesday 18 At 4 oclock in the morning it came on to blow so hard from the land as to stagger our hopes of getting in today, however the wind abating a little the Captain determined to make an effort and stood in The pilot – a weather beaten old fellow boarded us just after we had passed the bar, and took charge of the vessel. After considerable anxiety, on account of the wind failing when in the most dangerous part of the entrance, we at length found ourselves safely within the ‘Heads & the vessel pursuing her course up the River. Mr. Brumby being anxious to hasten home, we left the vessel while at anchor on account of the ebb tide, and proceeded by boat to the station where we arrived a little before midnight. which occasioned much confusion, all hands rising from their beds to welcome us. I was certainly glad to have my feet once more on terra ferma but I found a sad deficiency of the pleasures of returning home: tho I feel assured that nothing will be wanting to make my sojourning here as comfortable as possible

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Thus my dear Sarah I have brought you in these memorandums to New Zealand – would that you were really here in person, that is so far as my comfort is concerned. Though I am truly thankful for the providential interpositions of my Heavenly Father in conducting me so far safely; and sometimes feel that I can commit wife and children entirely into his gracious hands. but again anxious thoughts steal upon me; the peculiarities of family circumstances press upon me as a flood I am overwhelmed – I weep – I pray – I find a little relief and again I rally for a season.

I would continue the history of my Journal, but since my arrival they have been so lengthy from the observations which I have made, that my time and paper would not allow me to give them in full, and to give part will so mutilate them as to render them almost unintelligible

Wednesday 19 I visited most of the friends on and about the station Mr & Mrs Creed lodge with Mr. Brumby. Mr. & Mrs Ironside have apartments under the same roof. Mr. & Mrs. Warren & baby reside in a poor rush house neither wind nor water tight – and during the heavy rains lately they have been quite flooded. Mr. [indecipherable] & family live in a very poor house formerly the school house. You will think that there are enough men at this station so think I and this has been the case, not only [indecipherable] the Triton – but far too long before they expected a reinforcement: however I hope the [indecipherable] will soon be distributed. The Chapel is a substantial wooden erection which will contain about 600 persons – as the natives are in the habit of sitting very close. It is not so neatly finished as I expected to find it. Internally it is very rough – no ceiling – nor any lining. The dustiness of the place particularly arrested my attention; the locks being out of order, the doors are left open frequently it is therefore accessible by pigs - goats & poultry - inexpressibly polluting the sanctuary of the Lord. Upon the whole chapel has a neat appearance externally – and it is a gratifying consideration that it is usually filled on the Sabbath with attentive and in many instances pious worshippers from amongst the Heathen ferocious – cannibal New Zealanders who have substituted the peaceful Joyous praises of God for the savage war whoop and the appaling din of barbarous festivities.

there have been great doings here and at the Bay of Islands lately, arising out of the visit of the person who is to act as Govn of the projected colony of New Zealand vast numbers of natives have congregated to hear the statements & propositions of the Governor, to which most of them have acceded.

Sunday 23rd I visited a native station about 20 miles from Mangungu on which occasion I was exceedingly gratified The country is most beautiful presenting the most fertile appearance. Potatoes – Corn – Pumpkins – Melons Kumeras and peaches in great abundance flourishing most luxuriantly. But the most gratifying of all is the flourishing state of the cause of God amongst these once degraded people. Their [indecipherable] and apparent devotedness to the means of grace is truly gratifying – and would shame many more [indecipherable] in Christianity [indecipherable]

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Mangungu New Zealand
Feb 25 1840

My dearest Sarah

In the former sheet I give you a few extracts from my Journal which I fear will scarcely pay for reading as they are given in so broken a manner I have now been here just one week during which time I have been as comfortable as I well could be considering my absence from home to which I believe you are aware I am always attached and feel particularly the absence of that society which is so dear to me. but I trust the Lord will graciously bless and preserve you all. You and the dear children are scarcely out of my thoughts a moment in the day. If there be any advantage to be derived from my very feeble prayers I can assure you, that you have that advantage; frequently are you brought in ardent – weeping and I trust believing prayer before the Lord. As it regards the dear children I think I love them all dearly alike but most confess that the circumstances of my dear Eleanor press most heavily upon me I think – I apprehend I anticipate I am overcome I am driven to seek relief by tears & prayers My judgment may be erroneous – and my feelings of a tender affectionate parent worthy of some attention. O that the Father of all our mercies would take the care entirely into his own hands and direct my dear child and make the way clear to her and to us. O for more grace to enable poor me to cast my every care upon the Lord, and I sincerely pray that the Lord may give you wisdom and grace to sustain the weight of responsibility that rests upon you during the absence of your beloved husband I am sure the dear children will have your watchful careful attention which will be particularly required by the elder ones. While on board I amused myself by writing several Epistles to them which of course they will read or have read to them to which add Papa’s most affectionate regards thro Mamma supported by as many sweet kisses as you please. I forgot to call on Mr Cape regarding to his Education but I have prepared a short letter on the subject – wishing that

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he should commence Greek – and if practicable drawing and begging Mr C to push him on fast as he can May I beg that you will be very particular as to the company which John keeps, and impress upon him the necessity of proceeding direct to and from school, It is easy from him to acquire from improper association that which he may never lose. As I have written to him all it is not necessary that I do more than to repeat my best wishes and pray that the Lord may bless & preserve them and yourself particularly giving you that wisdom support and consolation which circumstances require

Though I have from the abundance of the heart written rather plaintively. Yet I have my seasons of comfort and I sometimes do feel that the consolations of God are neither few nor small. At times I feel as though I cast every person – everything – and every circumstance into the hands of my Lord. I do most sincerely pray that he may graciously make our way indisputably plain. I feel that I am called to make a sacrifice – and so are you – in our separation but it is in the cause of God – and nothing short of that could have taken me from home. Whilst we are mutually called to the sacrifice, let us mentally bear each other before the altar of the Lord. I never prayed for you so much and so fervently as of late and I feel assured that you will reciprocate the feelings of desire for my welfare. Remember me very kindly to all The dear friends of Sydney who feel any interest in my well-being. I would write to some of them but I have not time for though it may thought I am now unemployed. Yet the observations I am daily making of the work – the country &c fully occupy my time to record.

I am of course looking for the Triton whose arrival however is very uncertain. Indeed I have thought many times that she might after all call in at Sydney which would be perplexing. There has been a great deal of indecision - or interference of an undue nature. on this understanding as to the movements of this vessel and if there be not a better understanding as to her future movements the Society had better far be without her. I hope her stay in New Zealand will not be protracted I am desirous to get to my proper work that my stay from home may not be unnecessarily prolonged.

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Bay of Islands February 29th

Yesterday I arrived here the principal object of my visit was to see if there were letters for me and to forward those I had prepared. I was not a little disappointed to find that there had been two or three arrivals from New Zealand Sydney and no letters I felt a little, and said within me well I should not allow any opportunity to slip in writing my dear Sarah. I must however wait patiently a little while longer. After I leave New Zealand if no more favourable opportunity should offer, you may direct letters to me to be forwarded by Gilbert Main Esq of the Bay of Islands; to the Friendly Islands as these opportunities occasionly from here to the Islands

Today I believe I return to Hokianga though the weather is very threatening. I forgot to send for some tongues that were prepared for me by Mr Pipers relation whose name I cannot new remember perhaps you had better send for them I shall write again before I leave New Zealand and I do hope to have the pleasure to receive [torn page] line from you. Apologize for my not writing by this opportunity to Mr. McKenny. I have not now time, and it will be more satisfactory for me to communicate the intelligence of the arrival of the "Triton". Now my dear Sarah I commend you and the dear children to God and the word of his grace. May he bless you & support in the discharge of your arduous and responsible duties during the absence of your dear husband take care of Eleanor. You will be glad to learn that I continue tolerably well in body and as comfortable in mind as anxious thoughts will allow me.

I am my dearest Sarah
Your loving Husband
Jos. Orton

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Mrs Sarah Orton
Brixton Cottage
Castlereagh Street
Sydney N.S.W.

or care Rev John McKenny
Princes Street

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Heads of Hokianga
March 20 1840

My dearest Sarah

The other day I came down on a visit to this station at which resides Mr. Hobbs – as there is a vessel bound for Launceston now waiting to get underweigh I suddenly took it into my head that I would observe my old rule, to embrace every opportunity and through the latter will have to come a round it May notwithstanding be acceptable when it does come. I continue to look out for the Triton with no small measure of anxiety of mind; every day that I am detained here protracts my absence from home and retains me in a state distressing uncertainty as to when she may come – what may have got her &c &c

Another vessel has arrived from Sydney, at the Bay of Islands but, as yet, no letter from my dear Sarah or any of the family; to hear from them would be a great comfort particularly as I am now situated

About a fortnight ago I wrote you a second letter which with the former as well as one to each of the

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dear children I hope will be duly received since then I have been much the same. As to mind I am endeavouring to cast the whole of my cares, which are neither few nor small, on my Heavenly Father. I find that in proportion as I can do that I obtain relief – but often my faith fails me and then I droop and a thousand thoughts seem to take advantage of my season of weakness pressing me down about the despondency. This was particularly the case yesterday I seemed as though the weight of the individual concern of my whole family pressed upon me at once. Yourself and all the dear children especially the concerns of one of them preyed upon my mind distressingly – I found relief in tears – and this brought you one by one before the Lord whose assistance I earnestly craved for you all and then for myself I then returned to rest, and pleasurable dreams of being with you intermingled with some little troubles – but when I awoke I found it a delusion. Upon the whole my health has been tolerably good. Yesterday I suffered more from flatulency than I remember to have done for a long time. The cause I can conjecture

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The other day I had a trifling [for the next three lines part of the page is missing and he writes in short lines]
accident from the igniting of
a box of Lucifer Matches which
burnt my finger seriously; but it is now doing well. Thus you see I tell you all my troubles and to what earthly friend can I tell them if not to you. However I must also tell you that I am surrounded by kind friends who evidently try to make me as comfortable as possible. I am likewise endeavouring to make myself as useful as I can especially in collecting information.

By the last letter I forwarded an order [missing piece of page] Mr McKenny for £40 in favour of Bourne & leaving it to you to pay over according to your judgment at the same time expressing my opinion that if you had made no arangements that would interfere, it had better be paid on a/c of what we owe him. I must now conclude as we are about to proceed up the river, back to Mangungu. I have not time to write to Eleanor what I have already intimated will show that she occupies no small portion of my thoughts – She has my affection as a dear father, which I hope will meet with a due return. She is seldom out of my thoughts & never out of my prayers, but not to the omission of the rest

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[These lines are on the torn part of the page]

of my dear children.
the Lord bless them all I long
to be happy with their society and
yours. Kiss them all for me and tell them
to be my good children and to pray for Papa as he
does for them frequently, nay constantly, & sincerely

Please to give my kind regards to all friends. Be getting ready for our departure. God almighty bless you and support you in your responsible circumstances most sincerely pray
Your beloved Husband
Jos. Orton

P.S. I have written upon a torn sheet
excuse it.

[Post mark – Y 29
1840
SYDNEY]

Mrs Sarah Orton
Brixton Cottage
Castlereagh Street
Sydney N.S.W.

care Rev S. McKenny
Princes Street
Sydney

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Mangungu New Zealand
27 March 1840

My dearest Sarah

On the 20th Instant I availed myself of an opportunity of writing a few lines by the way of Launceston. In accordance with my old plan to let no opportunity pass by, I sit down to pen a few lines which will go by the way of Port Phillip by the "Superb" the vessel which brought me to this heathen land; the Captain expects to sail to morrow, if the wind permits; for which only he now waits.

Since my last communication nothing of interest has occurred. I still remain in considerable suspense awaiting the arrival of the "Triton". As alluded to in my last I am now without doubt that she has, after all, called at Sydney which gives me no small concern that I should have unneccessarily, been so long detained from my family; I apprehend, arising out of the interference of individuals with the arrangements made previous to such meddling . The anxiety of mind under which I now labour would be difficult to describe; and I seem to fail in divining comfort from the only source of some consolation not because the streams of consolation cease to flow, or that this spring is dried up; but that my faith is weak. My pride feels the state of dependence upon the attentions of others, to which I am compelled to submit, and leads me, perhaps [indecipherable], to fancy that I am becoming tiresome to my friends; to discover no relaxation of polite

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attention on the part of Mr Brumby, whose guest he compels me to be: though I must confess I feel more at home in visiting the other brethren on the station. I am at a loss to unravel the mystery of my not having received a single line from home, though several vessels have arrived at the Bay of Islands from Sydney, during my stay here. I am sometimes disposed to indulge hard thoughts on the matter: but this would only enhance my discomfort therefore it is best of indulge the most charitable & gratifying hope that I am not quite forgotten at home but that unconsolable circumstances have prevented my receiving communications from my dearest Sarah.

You will observe my mood is rather melancholy which accords with my state of mind, and I believe you are quite aware of my infirmity, if infirmity it be that I cannot disguise feelings. The state of suspense in which I am detained here is trying indeed. I know that it is my duty and ought to be enjoyed as my privilege to commit all my concerns public family & personal on the Lord who has promised to sustain but sometimes we are brought into that state of feebleness that it becomes difficult even to attempt an effort to cast off the load and such is the case with me at times I feel an overwhelming accumulation of complicated circumstances. The church. My dear wife and the children one by one with their respective states and concerns are often mustered before me & investigated by me and probably a thousand imaginary apprehensions are conjured up and haunt and harrass me until the spell is broken by a view of the Divine wisdom & goodness and that you and me and our dear dear children are all in his hands and if we care to trust

[This following section is cross hatched over the above page in red ink]

P.S. Have you sent Richard [indecipherable] I think it desirable but leave the matters to your judgement.

I presume you are making what arrangements you can with reference to our projected departure for England. My detention here will most likely shorten our stay in Sydney after my return. I seem loth to conclude for I can almost imagine myself to be currently with you while I write – again God bless you and the dear children
J Orton

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Him he will care for us in all our concerns – The Lord help us; and in our weakness perfect his strength

Pray for me that my faith fail not. That I may have wisdom and grace to fulfil my duty in connection with the church once that I may enjoy the rich consolations of the Holy Ghost. You and our dear children are never forgotten by your dear Joseph when in the midst of much feebleness he is pleading at a throne of Grace. May the Lord support you under the responsibilities of your present situation and may he bless the dear children that they may add to your comfort rather than increase your care and anxiety. Kiss them all most affectionately
for their dear Father and beg them
in my name to be very good children
I hope when it may please God to allow
me the happiness of joining my dear
family again that I shall find that they have greatly improved in their learning. Sarah I hope will be a proficient in music and drawing. I shall have some outlines of sketches for her to copy fairly – John I hope has commenced Greek, and that he is making general improvement I wish him to pay attention to drawing: also he might fill up the crevices of his time by learning to perform scientifically on some instrument: if a flute be preferred I am sure you will provide it for him. The ship I hear has gone so that I must follow her down the river; if I have time while I am on board I will prepare a line for Eleanor. however she is ever in my most affectionate and anxious remembrance; her name is not thought of by me, without sighs and tears & prayers May the Lord bless her with wisdom to guide her and grace to enable her to love and fear him. Considering well the

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truly sincere advices of her affectionate parents that she may reciprocate the dutiful regard of a child, in return for the unremitting affection and anxious care towards her from her infancy to the present period. Whatever may be the influence of circumstances I feel persuaded that her own kind disposition cannot be ungrateful. God almighty bless her again prays her anxious Father. Pardon my reminding you of the great caution which present circumstances require.

Ex Superb
by way of Port Phillip

1/6

Mrs Sarah Orton
care Revd. John McKenny
Princes Street
Sydney N.S.W.

About three weeks ago I enclosed an order on Mr. McKenny in favour of Bourne & Co with instructions as to the applications amount £ 40. I suppose it has been received before this

I owe Street the watchmaker a small amount which ought to be settled. however in paying him tell him I fear my watched has been spoiled in his hands – when he committed her to me as repaired. She would not go – he examined her and said he discovered something wrong & took her again but failed in remedying the evil. so that she is now of little or no use to me when I want her.[indecipherable]

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Hokianga New Zealand
7th April 1840

My dearest Sarah

I was grateful to a kind providence when I received your letter and Eleanor’s of the 20th Ultimo informing me of your welfare and that of the dear children the Lord be praised for all his mercies

I thank you for the trouble you have taken and the prudence you have exercised in getting Mr. Beecham’s letters copied and sent to me. as you may judge I was thrown to no small perplexity by them. But blessed be God though I have been & am still very greatly exercised in my mind I am enabled in some measure to cast my care upon him. I think I can commit myself and dear family entirely to the Lord I feel confident that he will guide in all my movements He has, (no doubt for some wise purpose, and in tender regard, allowed me to be involved in many difficulties and anxieties during the last few years however I will not "Judge the Lord by feeble sense
But trust him for his grace
Behind a frowning providence
He hides a smiling face
His purposes will ripen fast
enfolding every hour
The bird may have a better taste
But sweet will be the flower

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I have not yet finally determined as to my movements.

I am now going for a short trip in the country and as there is now a vessel in the River bound for Sydney I write these hasty lines lest by any means I should be detained and not return before her departure.

My present views are simply these. I consider the communication of Beecham relieves me from any obligation to proceed, and that it will be undesirable and unjustifiable on several accounts unless Mr Watchouse whom I view now as the committees representative should particularly desire it. I am particularly wishful to see him and on this point I am greatly perplexed on account of the uncertainty connected with the arrival of the Triton and consequently Mr. Southen. As I have remarked there is a vessel now in the River which will sail for Sydney in a few days – and there will be another in a few weeks – which conveyance to take I know not, at present. sometimes I think by taking the earliest I might meet Mr. W. in Sydney; then again I think the "Triton" must be her before the next vessel sails. If I do not come by the first vessel you may expect me in Sydney by the next opportunity say in a month: for as before observed, if I even wait to see Mr. Watchhouse I shall not see my way clear to go forward unless positively required or solicited to do so. I should not be justified in gratifying and personal feelings at

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the expense of the committee’s pleasure, which is pretty plainly expressed and the sacrifice of the happiness of my family. Where positive duty calls, you now no domestic sacrifices have hindered – and I am happy been able to say that in no case am I aware that my dear wife has interposed her influence in opposition to duty.

I hope I am not uncharitable but I can scarcely avoid the apprehension that some mis statements which have been made to the Committee may have led to the counter-arrangement which they have made: however I will not judge rashly nor deal in severities "vengeance is mine saith the Lord" From the nature of Mr. Beecham’s communication it will be desirable that your attention be turned to readiness for any movements of an expeditious nature that circumstances may require & opportunity afford. Let us be more determined than ever live near to the Lord that we may never lose sight of the pillar or the cloud. I upon whom devolves a large measure of responsibility need much the prayers of the partner of my joys and the sharer of my sufferings pray for me. I have had many wearisome days and restless nights – I have indeed watered my couch, or pillow but the Lord has put them into his bottle – I know he has. My anxiety and desire is that I may be found in the way in which God would have me walk and

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yet our judgment cannot be entirely laid aside
God has given us it to be exercised by us. Though in humble dependence upon him.

Mrs. Sarah Orton
care Rev. W. Scholfield
Wesleyan Missn. House
Sydney

I cannot now reply to Eleanor’s kind & respectful letter I can only send my sincerest love & pledge her my prayers for hr guidance and happiness. Kiss all our dear children for me. God almighty bless you
Prays Your loving Husband.
Jos Orton

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Mangungu New Zealand
May 7th 1840

My dear Sarah

I wrote by the "Victoria" about a month ago stating that I was undecided whether I should proceed by her to Sydney which indecision arose out of a desire to wait the arrival of the "Triton" I have however made up my mind, that unless any thing of a special nature presented itself requiring me to proceed to the Islands, I would return home, as the committee’s instructions were so explicit and the unexpected detention in New Zealand of so many months would extend my absence from home, were I to go to the Islands, to a period which nothing but the most urgent necessity would justify.

As I did not proceed by the "Victoria" being desirous to see the "Triton" before I left; I had arranged to return to Sydney by a vessel named the "Aurora" then at a place called "Kaiparu" but was to come to this place to take in the rest of her cargo for Sydney. In this conveyance I was disappointed as the vessel got on shore coming out of Kaiparu and is now a total wreck. I went over to Kaiparu to ascertain what her movements were, and upon my arrival found the vessel had been wrecked on the coast close to the entrance of the harbour two days

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before. The vessel was chartered by Mr. White who was on board when she was lost, and with difficulty he and the crew were all saved. I had some idea of coming round from Kaiparu to Hokianga by her but providence graciously ordered it otherwise.

I am no in some difficulties as to conveyance from here especially as my luggage is considerable. I have however determined upon sending or going over to the Bay of Islands to enquire about a vessel, and to take the first opport[indecipherable] from thence; in which case I should only bring part of my luggage and leave the rest to come by some other route as circumstances may allow. From all that I now see I shall lose no time in returning home. I have been approaching to four months from my family (which may be extended to five months) to no purpose; through an undue interference with the arrangements of head quarters in England; however I must not complain for I have committed myself and my ways entirely to the Lord therefore I must conclude that there is some graciously providential arrangement which may develop itself at some future period.

During the last three weeks I have been travelled considerably, and have seldom slept in a bed – (only four nights, The rest of the time in native huts of the most miserable kind – and frequently

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in the open air; but though thus exposed to the inclemency of weather by night & by day having to wade up to the waist sometimes through swamps and rivers, I am thank God well in body having sustained no injury that I am aware of. I cannot say that I am so free from anxiety of mind as is desirable as a matter of course my mind incessantly recurs to home and with no small degree of concern dwelling upon the peculiarity of circumstances – May the Lord order all things according to his Wise & gracious counsels –
I only received your letters of the 9th of March and the 17th of February yesterday. I had previously recd those of the 21st March therefore the last bring no news though they were heartily welcomed and read with interest as from my dearest Sarah. However nearly two months has elapsed since I received my intelligence from home, which seems to be a long time as conveyances to the Bay are so freq [torn page]
I have written in haste to forward by a person who is [torn page]
to the Bar, immediately – and I was desirous to lose no opportunity lest you should hear of the loss of the vessel mentioned above, and be made uneasy by it. There is no occasion for any anxiety grounded upon the circumstance of the late wreck for the place out of which she was coming is particularly difficult and dangerous much more so than any other place that I know of in New Zealand. And above all I am in the hands of my Heavenly Father who I doubt not will mercifully protect me and bring me back safely to the bosom of my dear family which will be gratifying to me when the providence of God may so favour me.

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If I go myself to the Bay and an opportunity should offer to send a letter, by which I could not come myself I will of course write from that place. I hope all the dear children are well kiss them all most heartily for me

I hope my dear Eleanor is moving with great caution I have received a respectful letter from Mr. R. Bourne which was gratifying in many respects – but the conjecture [indecipherable] as to his circumstances were by no means satisfactory. May the Lord take this important and trying affair into his own gracious hands and help to me bear any affliction which I may be called to endure

Mrs. Sarah Orton
@ Rev W Schofields
Wesleyan Mission House
Sydney
N.S.W

Remember me kindly to all friends. I think you may fairly expect me by the very first conveyance from the Bay Islands which I should judge will be in two or three weeks at most

That God would bless & comfort you continues to be the ardent prayer of your dearly beloved
Joseph

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Dr Thomsons. Geelong
May 4 – 1841

My dear Sarah

As I am now about proceeding to the Station I write a hasty line to say the "Platonic" is on her way to Melbourne and I think it desirable that your movements have [indecipherable] to the period of her sailing.

Dr. Thomson sent me some native spears [indecipherable] by the Lucy please to enquire after these.

I have not convenience for taking them with me: he stays at the Dr’s – I shall hasten my return – Love to children
Your’s most affect ly
Josh Orton

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Mrs. Sarah Orton
Melbourne
care Rev. Mr. Wilkinson

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Sydney 7 Aug. 1841

My dearest Sarah

As the overland mail leaves today I avail myself of the opportunity to forward a line. Through either myself or another communication may arrive in Melbourne before this letter – as the steamer is expected to leave here on Wednesday next.

The Lord was graciously pleased to preserve us and give us a favourable passage of four days from the Port Phillip to the Sydney Heads. John was sick the two first days, but improved much in appetite the latter part of the passage.

Our dear Eleanor was of course glad to see us, and agreeably surprised. She and

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the family of Bourne’s are well and received me very kindly. I have taken up my lodging at New Town.

I have seen Mr. McKenny several times on my business but cannot come to anything definite – and I sometimes thing still that my way is home –

As I am likely to be bandied from one to another and increase my distress I am far from being happy or relieved from my long embarrassed state of mind. Pray for me. I cannot now particularize as before stated

I shall come on south with the steamer

Kiss all the dear children for me and give my love to all friends.

I am my dearest Sarah
Your affectionate Husband
Jos. Orton

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P.S. Eleanor will write to Tommy according to his wish

J.O.

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Mrs Sarah Orton
Melbourne
Port Phillip

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Sydney 11th August 1841

My dearest Sarah

I was gratified by your favour by the "Sea Horse" and thankful that the Lord was gracious by preserving you and the dear children in health. I wrote by the overland mail on Saturday a hasty line, and now do the same by the "Christina" whether either the one or the other will arrive before myself I cannot say as I have not yet determined whether to return by the Steamer – as stated in my former letter Mr McKenny has not met my expectations in making any satisfactory provisions for a sphere of labour He expresses himself as desirous that I should remain in the colonies but declines any decided measure until my case is referred to Mr [indecipherable] . He suggests

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that if I think proper I may labour at Port Phillip or in this part of the Colony until matters can be adjusted, but sees no probability of my obtaining a station until the next District Meeting, to be held in January, provided Mr. W approve of my remaining. So that I am suspended upon contingencies which very much perplex me. I can scarcely avoid the apprehension that the issue will be that of proceeding to England under circumstances much to be regretted.

You will correctly conclude that my mind continues unhappily agitated when I shall be relieved my Heavenly Father only knows. I am certainly being brought by a circuitous route in the wilderness when (if ever) I shall be allowed to enter into any thing like a [indecipherable] of rest in this world. I must leave – If I could distinctly discover the pillar of cloud or of fire I would follow it though

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difficult might be the path. Sometimes I think of sending for you and the children to Sydney – especially as I presume the "Adelaide" has sailed, that our future movements might be directed from here but has usual, of late, my judgment seems to be taken from me. I intend visiting Mr. McKenny to-morrow again whether any thing new will present itself I cannot say.

I lodge at Mr. Bourne’s who together with Eleanor appear to study my comfort

If I do not proceed on my return I shall endeavour to write specifically as to some measures in which I trust I shall Divinely influence.

Please to give my love to all friends and Fatherly affections to our dear children. May the Lord bless you and them precious dears. Pray for
Your sincerely loving
Joseph

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Mrs. S. Orton
Melbourne
Port Phillip

s.o

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Sydney 17th Septr 1841

My ever dear Sarah,

Yours per last steamer I duly received and felt truly thankful to the Lord for his preserving care over yourself and the dear children. You may again be rather disappointed at not meeting me instead of receiving my letter. as the "Christina" is now loading for Melbourne and will sail in a week I have preferred returning by her, it will detain me a little longer from home and perhaps cause me to be a little longer at sea but will save a little and in other respects I shall be more comfortable.

I think according to the present uncertain state of our affairs it will be advisable to bring John home; if eventually things are favourable to his being at the college we shall probably be able to make such arrangements as may accomplish the object

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The "Christina", it is proposed, will sail on Thursday next Sepr 23rd however that is uncertain, it is more likely to be a day or two after. There will be no harm in your writing by return of steamer for if any thing should detain me I shall of course be anxious to hear from you.

I sometimes fancy that I am better – again I feel otherwise and get very low. I am advised to consult Dr. Bland which I think I shall do before I leave. As it regards smoaking if I really thought it did me harm it would be my duty to leave it off but I am not of that opinion. however in the absence of the soothings of my dear Sarah I must be allowed to indulge when I may be favoured with the pleasure of your society I may give it a more serious consideration.

Eleanor – John and all the Bournes are well and desire to be affectionately remembered to you and the children

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I had forgotten to mention that Mr [indecipherable] has consented to return with me by the "Christiana" which was some inducement to me to wait for her – as he did not feel disposed to return by the steamer this trip. This day fortnight is my Birthday as there is little probability of any celebrating it in company with you,
you must make yourselves
as comfortable as you can
over your spice cake and
think of dear papa who if
spared will have attained his
forty sixth year of this transitory existence the two last of which appear to me to have been worse than a blank; which I fear my short career (however protracted it may be) will never afford me the opportunity to fill up. May the Lord bless you and the very dear children. Pray for your needy and ever loving husband
Josh Orton

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P.S. present my affectionate regards to Mr & Mrs Wilkinson and all the dear friends

Ca "Sea Horse"

Mrs Sarah Orton
Melbourne
Port Phillip

S.O.

[Transcribed by Robin Matthews for the State Library of New South Wales]